the innermost desire

童话?

2010-07-17T20:35:00.001-07:00

你们相信童话故事吗？相信说哪一天你的白马王子会出现在你面前，然后永远的在一起吗？听起来，很幼稚吧。什么白马王子，什么天长地久，什么白头到老，都是虚构的吧。

我们人嘛，都是活在一堆谎言里。只要是一句赞美，是人都会沾沾自喜，而如果是一个残酷的真相，可能也会恼羞成怒吧。通常真相都很难让人接受吧。

真正成功的人，也应该有两种。

第1种：马屁精/小聪明

这种人，是最长命的。他们拥有了他们的马屁智慧，是最容易生存在这个社会里。谎言是他们的好朋友，对他们而言也只是家常便饭而已。

第2种：努力到不行的

这种人，我只能说冤枉啊。嘴巴不够人俐，动作不够人快，但却要用尽了一切努力，才好不容易能被看好，被重视。但它能够很开心的垆土，因为他没浪费在世的时间，每一分都过得很充实。

那你是哪一种呢？

Been months...

2010-07-17T20:34:00.000-07:00

okay okay. I know. I never update for so long.

I want to update this post, because I was looking through my previous blog in wordpress, and I saw a few posts that I like, so I decided to re-post it here slowly.. since I no long using my wordpress. I'm going to post this chinese post today. these posts is dated back 2 or 3 years ago. :) it brought back memories..

New skin?

2010-04-04T06:11:00.001-07:00

I tried. haha. I convert back to my old skin. I think I change the skin next week, when I'm more free.

:p

羅志祥罗生门

2010-03-25T20:25:00.000-07:00

羅志祥-舞法舞天

羅志祥-愛瘋頭

蕭亞軒&羅志祥-WOW

羅志祥-爲什麽要在一起

羅志祥-習慣就好

羅志祥&楊丞琳-In Your Eyes

羅志祥-愛的主場秀

I bought 羅志祥舞法舞天 3D World Tour concert ticket! I'm going I'm going I'm so going! No need to fly to Taiwan already haha. It's on 22nd May, 8PM at Singapore Indoor stadium. I bought @ $178. I'm so excited!! It's 3D!! And he loves Avatar too! lol. 羅志祥<3

Mungo Jerry - In The Summertime (2005)

2010-03-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

In the summertime when the weather's high,
you can stretch right up and touch the sky,
when the weather's fine,
you got women, you got women on your mind.
Have a drink, have a drive,
go out and see what you can find.

If her daddy's rich, take her out for a meal.
If her daddy's poor, just do as you feel.
Speed along the lane,
Do a ton, or a ton and twenty-five.
When the sun goes down, you can make it,
make it good in a lay-by.

We're not grey people, we're not dirty, we're not mean.
We love everybody, but we do as we think.
When the weather's fine
we go fishing or go swimming in the sea.
We're always happy,
life's for living, yeah, that's our philosophy.

Sing along with us, dee-dee-dee-dee-dee.
Da-da-da-da-da...Yeah, we're happy happy,
da-da-da-da-dah.

When the winter's here, then it's party time.
Bring a bottle, wear your bright clothes.
It'll soon be summertime, and we'll sing again,
we'll go drivin' or maybe we'll settle down.
If she's rich, if she's nice,
bring you're friends and we'll all go into town.

Self Help

2010-03-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, I need that right now. I'm at the stage where I'm overly, overly sensitive to things and I will get WAY too affected by small issues that happened and I will start to ~~complain~~ whine to the few people whom I think starting to get irritated by me, and my another problem is I make too many assumptions, like now, you see? My temper starts from young, make assumptions, overly overly sensitive, get way too affected? I don't when they started, but I don't think I felt this way ten years ago. Maybe I'm wrong. But anyhow, I need to rebuild myself. Rebuild the happy-go-lucky me. Nowadays, I think TOO much on things that I shouldn't even be bothered with, and I forgot about myself. I think I'm lost. I'm more pessimistic now, compare to last time, and I need to learn to say No at times. Ha.

Well, I need to build my inner strength. I always thought I'm strong mentally. I am, I know I am. I'm gonna prove it.

Concentrate on what you should be concentrating first now, Peiyun. Think about others later. And remember, tranquility. :)

Found this online:

To build your inner strength, try some of the following:

1. Take time to look within
Start to meditate , learn yoga, spend time in nature and reflect. Just sit, do nothing and observe as you breathe deeply and slowly. Get in touch with your inner nature, the beauty and essence that you are.

2. Affirm your qualities
What qualities make you unique? Enthusiasm, sense of humour, joy, persistence, courage, ability to connect with others? Affirm those in the present tense with "I am" statements. Choose 3 affirmations and repeat them, first thing in the morning and last thing at night. For example:

I am generous with my family and friends
I am caring and considerate
I am thoughtful and loving

3. Make agreements you know you can keep
Be on time. You will show yourself to be a reliable person. Renegotiate agreements you cannot keep - make fewer of them. You will know yourself as being trustworthy.

4. Learn to say "No"
Do not over-commit yourself. Refusing a request is not against anyone else. You are being honest with, and true to, yourself.

5. Accept, appreciate and love yourself through difficulties
When your life is in turmoil, you may not do things "perfectly". Give yourself permission to learn. Ask: What can this situation teach me? Remember that at all times, you are doing the best you can. When you know better, you do better.

6. Be forgiving
When you make a mistake, be tender, kind and compassionate. Do not punish, criticize and condemn yourself. Love and comfort yourself, as you would a precious child.

7. Prize yourself
Celebrate your "wins", the things that go well, and the good that you do. At the end of the day, notice the goodness of your intention and your actions.

8. Do what gives you happiness
Be happy with what you do. Choosing to be happy is a great spiritual discipline. When you are walking, smile to yourself. You will find things to smile about.

9. Focus on the positive
Even in the midst of disaster, look for the blessings and opportunity present. With a positive attitude, you can literally turn your life around.

10. Relax and be patient
While you may not be able to do anything about the global economy as a whole, you can make the most of each day and take steps to build a future you would like. This is not a passive, hopeless enduring, but an active, participative anticipation of a better life for yourself and those you care for.

11. Be open for the best
You never know what good is right around the next corner. Keep an open and receptive mind. Do not be tempted to believe all you hear on the news. The creative spirit in you, and in our human community, is a very wonderful and extraordinary resource.

12. Say thank you to life...
.... and for your life. Be grateful. If you feel down, look around you and be grateful for all that you have, right now. The attitude of gratitude will take you through life's worst storms and lead you toward greater joy, serenity and fulfilment.

My mom's the best!

2010-03-05T07:10:00.000-08:00

She woke up at 5am to cook barley for me before she go work! ><~ So sweet can! Love you mommy! muacks!

Sick

2010-03-04T17:39:00.000-08:00

I fall sick again. This time, big one. cough like hell, flu like hell, stomach pain like hell, vomit like hell. zzz Doc say its food poisoning. Luckily is small case, not the big until need to go hospital that kind. i was prescribed to ten medicines. argh. Hate to eat them, bitter and disgusting.

Oh, and the worst thing of all, i lost $80! :(

羅志祥 - 愛不單行

2010-03-02T10:41:00.000-08:00

找不到人說　心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂　怕黑的折磨
找不到命中註定　在一起的那個人
很多人都像我　一個人過生活

愛只有簡單筆畫　卻比想像複雜
很安定愛變化　我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下＊

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信　
它不是獨行俠　我在等一個人
在等我的永恒　告訴我愛不單行別害怕＃

用不完身邊泛濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷鎖

我在等一個人　在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行相信她

我的最爱，罗志祥！这首歌的歌词，超棒的。很像在描述很多人在感情方面的剧情。我的也不例外。爱死他了啦。
~~我有一股冲动，像在5月15日，飞去台湾看他的舞法舞天演唱会。怎么办！好想去哦！才3600元台币！3D的！~~
我发现是世界巡回，他应该会有来新加坡！！！！！我一定去！可是我google了半天，只听说他又去香港，上海，台湾，没了。:(

台语歌！赞!

2010-03-02T05:23:00.000-08:00

翁立友-我問天

翁立-迷魂香

蔡小虎-意難忘

蔡小虎-一生只有你

蔡小虎 - 心疼

蔡小虎&張秀卿-夢醒在三更

王識賢-腳印

王識賢 + 陳亮吟 - 雪中紅

孫淑媚+王識賢 - 舊鞋

江蕙+王識賢-雙人枕頭

江蕙施文彬-傷心酒店

江惠-家後

江蕙 - 酒後的心聲

江蕙 - 舊情也綿綿

張秀卿-車站

黄乙玲－爱你无条件

黃乙玲-愛到才知痛

黃乙玲-拢是为着你啦

蔡秋鳳-金包銀

羅時豐-男人的汗

羅時豐+大芭-代替

黄思婷-勇敢

龙千玉-一生的爱

loves <3

妈的！

2010-03-01T14:28:00.000-08:00

我还是什么都别说得好。

妈的！

我不知道我还能忍你多久。

最后一句送你，“七百”

妈的！

Screw ups.

2010-02-26T23:03:00.000-08:00

Its always good to have screw ups. Screwing up and doing it correctly, both are all important experiences to have, so it would be a shame to be frightened of them. You should screwed up again and again, and by correcting those mistakes again and again, you will learn and improve and they will all become precious treasures to you. So dont be afraid of them, if you know there will be screw ups, face them, learn from them, and improve. You will be better :)

Note: But of course, screwing up on the same matter once or twice is fine, but if you screwed them up, you corrected it, but screwed them up again and again, it is not fine.

我能屈能伸，但不能忍气吞声。

2010-02-25T21:55:00.000-08:00

:D

i like!

忽然的感觉

2010-02-24T07:06:00.000-08:00

忽然有个冲动的感觉，剪了个刘海，变得好奇怪！ Suddenly, I just got the urge to cut bangs, and i did. looks funny :(

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's day!

2010-02-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2010!!!! It's tiger's year! Old liao old liao.. I wish all of you a very happy CNY! HUAT AH!!!

Valentine's Day falls on the same day as CNY, so i wish all of you happy valentine's day too! :D

Chinese New Year

2010-02-08T12:12:00.000-08:00

I don't celebrate Chinese New Year anymore. It used to be a fun event for me, will get all so excited with the new clothes and ang bao.. but as my grandma grew old gradually, the amount of visits lessen too. When she passed on, because of money, now the bros and sis were separated. How evil can money be huh? And the cousins who used to play with each other, slowly drift apart, and now, when we see each other outside, we don't even greet. That's why, I don't like CNY now. It's a normal day, boring day for me. No angbaos no nothing. :(

But anyway, I'm quite numb la. New year, old year, it's the same. lol. Anyway, I got my babies the wrapper already!!!

Finally! I don't need to wash them anymore! lol. :p And they are back to their "home" :D

This year, we got a little lesser goodies, no point ah, buy so many also I eat only, making myself fat only. haha.

Just hope CNY will passed SOON! :x For me la, the rest of my friends, please enjoy yourself!!! :D

Neopets

2010-02-02T01:16:00.000-08:00

Yes yes, I'm playing Neopets. Why? Never see a 23 year old playing Neopets before is it? :p

Actually it's fun, kills time and the games are actually so much better than facebook's! Thanks to Nisa, I started playing Neopets again 2 months ago. I used to play it when I'm still using dial-up. lol. Then I stop, and I lost my previous account, so I opened a new one, start from stretch.

Anyway, Nisa, this is my account. :p

Hehe, 2 months o! But I'm addicted la. I play everyday, to earn money, just to make my pets look pretty. I know I know, it's childish, but hey, I did all those childish things right? And doing childish things doesn't mean childish okay? It's the mentality that matters okay? :p

But I'm proud to say that I play neopets. Nothing embarrass la. :D But of course, I still have my priority! :)

Resolutions

2010-01-28T15:27:00.000-08:00

I know I know, I have not been updating my blog. Hehe, okay la, by now I think all of you should know that I am not a very blogger. But but.. blogging need inspirations, and mood you see? :x

My previous post, I mentioned about resolutions in 2010. Well, here goes:

1) Work hard; stop been lazy

2) Complain lesser, and I mean REAL less. The best is none.

3) Learn to appreciate things more.

4) Diet, and MAINTAIN <- keyword. lol.

5) Realise I didn't mention quit smoking anymore? :p I wouldn't proudly say that I've quit quit, because I have to maintain also right? So from this year I'm going to say, maintain a smokeless life :)

6) Okay, another maintenance, lol, which is gym. Healthy lifestyle is IN now, no? :D

7) And I said this EVERY year, my temper. It had been worst year. Peiyun, I beg you. TOLERATE! Do other things to let them out instead of just anyhow throw. (in this case the "them" is temper) I apologise to people who had "received" the temper that I throw. Sorry! :)

8) Study hard. Yes, despite of the scheduled work I had, I still insisted on studying. But I'm afraid, of something. >< I know I can cope, because I'm Peiyun! :D I'm studying in SIM, Bachelor of Information Technology (Computing) - awarded by University of Wollongong

9) Of course, how can I forget my parents. :D More filial to them. 2009, me and my dad's relationship is better. We talked more, and sometimes team up and siao kent my mother. :p I have to work hard to make this continue, and I will :)

10) OH! Of course! Spend lesser! lol. You are going to become a student already, student is poor you know. Still have to pay school fees. :D

11) The courage to join this year's Standard Chartered Marathon. :p

12) Finally, GET MY DRIVING LICENSE BY THIS YEAR! I started my first lesson at 2008. Okay, laugh all you want, I'm a busy woman you know. :x :( lol.

I guess that's it. Wow, suddenly it seems that I'm not writing a resolution, more like a list of things that I need to change. haha.

JIA YOU BA! PEIYUN!

Have you made your 2010 resolutions yet?

2009-12-30T09:20:00.001-08:00

I'll post mine later!! hee

Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet!

2009-12-26T09:18:00.000-08:00

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.
I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility
And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Mmmmm ....
I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life
And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility
Hmmmmm ......
And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United
And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility
Hmmm .....
And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get
Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get
I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

This song and MV makes me happy! :D

it's hurting..

2009-12-17T18:46:00.000-08:00

i dont know what's hurting.. but i just felt the hurt, the sadness in my heart.

maybe is my mom, maybe is him..

i dont know anymore..

Test

2009-12-17T06:06:00.001-08:00

Testing with iPhone

Ina - I Wanted You

2009-11-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

Ooh Aah - My life be like "Grits"

2009-11-06T11:40:00.000-08:00

My life be like
Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)
Ooh Aah, Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)
Ooh Aah, Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like you
Tryin' not to quench your fire with the things I do

I'm on an island by my lonesome stranded
Low key and stayin' candid
Reflect on all the things I try my hand at
Church for the equations to persuasions I'm used to
Finding comfort in the zones of closet bones I get loose to
A mountainous fontaine
Spinnin' and monsoonin', grinnin' it's hign octane
Explosive how I came
Rollin' down hills cause lifes a hastle
Encircled by my folly like a moat surround a castle
Stay afloat, catch a second wind
Thin
Is the air I breathe
Teary eyed nose runnin' wipe the snot on my sleeve
I'm callin' on the Savior to be all that I need
Please forgive me my behavior had me lost at light speed

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like you
Tryin' not to quench your fire with the things I do

The fear of never fallin' in love
And the tears after losin' the feelings of what you thought love was
Like the dirt still up under the rug (My life be like)
Bad characteristics covered in Christs blood
The joy of new birth and the pain of growin' up
The bliss between givin' my all and givin' up
The highs and lows
Paths and roads I chose
In the cold I froze
Tryin' to ease my woes
In this world of sin
Clothes to thin to fend
So to God I send
Words of help to win
In grumblings so deep letters could never express
So the sound of Ooh Aah beneath my breath projects

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like you
Tryin' not to quench your fire with the things I do

My life be like
Ooh Aah Ooh
Dum dum ditty
Here come that boy from the Capital City
Last up on the Grits new ditty
But eight bars or the truth well do (uh)
I believe theres a private stunnin
And I believe in the Kindgom Comming
I believe if you seek the truth
You don't need to look far cause it's gonna find you
So why oh why do I trip and stumble?
And ooh aah as commitment crumbles?
I can't believe that I'm here again....

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like you
Tryin' not to quench your fire with the things I do
It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like you
Tryin' not to quench your fire with the things I do

Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
My life be like
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
Ma-ma-my life be like
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
My life be like
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
Fa-finger tip, fa-finger tip
My life be like

Britney Spears - Three

2009-11-06T11:23:00.000-08:00

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it's alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

Lets' make a team
Make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme
Now are you game?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it's alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

Lets' make a team
Make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme
Now are you game?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it you and me
You and me...
Or three....
Or four....
- On the floor!

Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it you and me
You and me...
Or three....
Or four....
- On the floor!

Youtube

2009-11-05T11:44:00.000-08:00

I deleted my Youtube account thinking that I can re create to change my user ID. Guess what. I cant, I have to use another email address to do so.

-_-

Body Language - Jesse McCartney featuring T-Pain

2009-11-05T11:09:00.000-08:00

My current indulgence. He's so cute!

Body Language lyrics by Jesse McCartney

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

Oh she, oh she so international
The way, the way she get it on the floor
I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to holler at you
I want to get to know you better

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you everything you wanna hear
You got my vote: Hottest Girl of the Year
Let's have a celebration, baby

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

I'm lifting up my voice to say
You're the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
You're banging like a speakerbox
Turn around; the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's the way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

You make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, body, body language
C'mon

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

NTT's white board and NCS's drain

2009-11-05T10:02:00.000-08:00

What so fascinating about the white board? lol. the board can move, and guess what, it can act as a printer!!!!!!! omgomgomg. such a smart technology! But it would be smarter if it can print what was written in the whiteboard. Lol. It's by Panasonic.

The ink to print. No kidding! It's ink.

The buttons to print, scroll, whatever.

The usb to connect to computer to print.

The paper.

I think people working in NCS is too stress.

See the amount of cigs butts in the drain. This is only picture of 1 drain. There's at least 6 of them which were like that.

Yucks.

o411o9 - Teresa's birthday!

2009-11-05T09:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!

:D We went Marriott Cafe to celebrate her birthday. Well, frankly, maybe we're sick of Ritz food, so we actually find Marriott's nicer! lol. I would love to go Oriental's one day. I heard they have fascinating food installed. damn.. mouth watering..

Okay anyway, our bunch of jie meis met up as usual! It's been so long since some of us met! Da jie, Layyen, Chew Han, ah Lians. ><~ I miss them~ Here's some photos of the outing..

US

THE FOOD

:D It's a full and fun dinner yesterday. Kinda short, but nice to see them again. Girls, lets go overseas one day okay?! :DD Love you!~

心里的针扎

2009-10-23T04:03:00.000-07:00

太多事情的发生，突然觉得很累。失去的信心，失去的方向，失去的过去，失去的回忆，失去了自己。很累，很想停下自己的脚步，很想自我隔离，很想忘记。。。

:)

2009-10-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

Not going to make the same mistake. Blog is for happy good things, not bad, sad things! Come on~

:)

Finally, managed to meet my jie meis before work. :D

2009-10-11T13:31:00.000-07:00

Met my darlings today. I miss them soooooooooooooo muchie! Went from Far East to ION, but spent most of the time at ION. Oh, today we managed to settle my cravings too. Pastamania's Turkey Bacon Aglio and Xing Wang's french toast! :x

Hehe, but the loots for today are very little, we ate more than we shop actually. haha. I just bought 2 cute undies from Cotton On. They're so cute!! Mickey Mouse, and one more is Wonder Girl I think. haha. 3 for $25 :p

We picked up a slang too. We simply turn the "r" to "l" and vice versa. haha.

"Herro!(Hello!)" "brack coroul(black colour)" blahblahblah :p

Had lots of food today. Just one day, I forget about my diet for a day nevermind one right? :p We had a great time catching up, laming, playing, cam whoring, window shopping.. basically normal things that a few girls will do when they hanged out :D
Let's meet again soon okay! When I'm more free, and oh, don't forget Telesa's birdday meeting and the trip to Thailand after you all grad! Woo~ excited..

Fantastic October.

2009-10-09T10:49:00.000-07:00

I had the most fantastic October for the rest of my life. I LOVE working at NTT. I LOVE the environment and the way they work, it's SO organize, SO neat and tidy, SO clean and dust free, until the point that I cant wait to go back NTT everyday. I'm SO looking forward to go work every single day. People there were SO friendly, they were SO helpful that they DONT play games at all and they tell me EVERY single thing that need to be done. I'm loss for words for their kindness. I am so SURE of what to do when I start to work alone now. I have a very wonderful thing there and I hope these things will continue. And guess what, the people there are just fabulous. Fantastic, marvelous, gracious, people. REALLY. Thank you NTT, and thank you Talense, for producing such WONDERFUL staff you have. Note: I said staff. No "s". That means ONE staff.

...........

Adilah gave birth to a cuteeeeeeeee girl!

2009-10-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

Our dear Adilah gave birth to a baby girl~ finally!

Say.. I just remembered I forgot to ask her name! Ahh.. msging her now...

Will put here after she replied. Hee.

SO HAPPY FOR YOU GIRL~

rugs, parcels, fingernails.

2009-10-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

There is nothing to do with the title on this post. These are the 3 things that came about when I'm thinking of the title. Don't ask me why, they came out like this. haha.

Recently, I'm having this allergy, which not yet found the allergen/allergens. Almost every day, I got this rashes. Something new to me, and irritating. I first had this is during May. After that, stopped, and now it came back. Some docs say, it's the air, due to the haze, some docs say, it's some other things, might be heat, and some say, "you need to find out yourself. Write down the things you eat and track back." Oh dear, so many funny things happen to my body recently. :(

The rashes is all over the body. Sometimes I cannot even sleep. :(

Ah yes, that black thingy is a black head. When I squeezed it, a stone came out!! I was damn scare, checked online, and concluded that it's a blackhead. lol.

Hmmmm, I met Joanne some time ago, and she's damn sweet la! She bought me a mini MJ set when she's at Taiwan. hehe. Finally got the mini MJ set, but hor, no legs, and I seriously don't know who would wanna play mini MJ. :( But anyway, thanks girl! :D

You know how a tampon looks like?

There, the cotton head to suck all the blood and the string to put. Cute, isn't it? :p

Been to Orchard Central? Trust me, I have not. Not that I don't want to go, but feels like everything is the same. But I walked past it before. I like the exterior though. Pretty, like Christmas. haha

I promise, this is the last time. The chapter ends here...

2009-10-08T05:48:00.000-07:00

I lost my temper.. again. 2nd time at NCS this week. Yes, over small things again, like Visitor pass must be escorted and stuff. And yes, it's nothing big to make a ruckus, but I totally dislike the idea of escorting when I'm going there to work for 2 weeks, and just because that stupid NCS do things so slow, that we have to be escorted.
It gives me a very rude feeling, a feeling that I hated, hated so much that I made a ruckus, scolded everyone I see, went to the toilet, banging and shouting and yelling, and ended up crying. I hate to cry. It gives me headache, and sleepiness. So ended up, I made everyone awkward, worry and disappointed.

Probably its all the accumulated shits, that adds up throughout this time and BOOMZ, it erupted. but it's kinda early then I expected. Well at least, after making a ruckus in the ncs office, we getting our pass tomorrow. We are not illegal immigrants anymore. *hur-ray* -_-

Got a few apologies to do.

I'm sorry Julia, I know you got a lot of things to do and stress about now, so don't worry, today is the last time. I'll be guai, just for you. I give you my word :)

I'm sorry Chye Ling, Hati. Sorry to let you all see the violent, rude, angry, rough me. Sorry for the ruckus I made outside. Sorry for throwing your face. Sorry for everything. Thanks for taking the effort to make me laugh again, although I threw your face. Sorry. And sorry for kicking the wire Hati, so sorry.

Well, I'm done with all the No TeTek whinings. The chapter closed here.

No Tek Tek

2009-10-03T17:38:00.001-07:00

Will be in No Tek Tek for 2 damn whole weeks. Today is my first day. and guess what, the security pissed me off. and guess what, the security system here pissed me off.

WHY CANT THEY DO THE NCS AND NO TEK TEK PASS FAST? ITS phuckING THREE WEEKS ALREADY MOTHER F! THEY ARE TREATING US LIKE SHIT.

Know what happen? I went inside NCS, the security stop me, i said from NTT, then he say got pass? i say no pass, he say then what sign here. i say i need to go in. then he say must sign here then can go in, then i say i sign here how i change my pass inside, her say change here. i ALMOST FIGHT WITH THAT phuckER. first thing, HOW THE FUCK I KNOW WEEKENDS CHANGE THERE? SAY PROPERLY LA!

Then nevermind, already pissed, i walked, and went in, AND GUESS WHAT, THE FUCKING DOOR IS phuckING LOCK. its to the EXTREME already. i called chye ling, i kpkb, i hit the wall, i point middle finger at the camera. i basically just phuck the whole town.
i hope they ban me from coming to ncs.

People who knows me, they knew i have VERY bad temper. But, my temper is accumulative. if i ren, one say i bth, thats it. this is what happen. i ren, today is a BIG pissed off. although its small things, but all other things accumulated, and become volcano.

i dont know how long i can tahan.

Disaster

2009-09-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

I was reading CNA and when I reach the Asia Pacific column, the cover news were all on disaster. Is this another sign that it will soon be end of the world? Well the truth is the earth is getting hotter, the ice are melting at the poles, and people still doesn't give a shit about all these. Sigh, my condolences to those countries and those who lost their love ones in the disaster. The Philippines, Vietnam, and Samoa.

On the lighter note, Ris Low resigned as Miss Singapore World. Well, as bad as I am, I kinda felt sorry for this girl. In fact, I wasn't bothered by the credit cards fraud. I'm just laughing at the boomz. She's diagnose with bipolar disorder. Well, I think the biggest mistake she made here is not the fraud, is not by hiding the truth, but is to join Miss Singapore World. If she didn't join in the first place, who cares she committed this offense? It's not even in the news. Poor thing la, this girl. She resigned, so the story of the credit card fraud ends here, but the boomz will continue. :x Seriously! It brighten my day! And quoted from Daniel Ong 987fm, he said Ris Low is smart. Now everyone remember who is Ris Low, by saying "boomz", because you see, who will remember who is the Miss Singapore? Something like that la, not the exact words, just base on my understandings. haha.

Okay enough of her.

Recently, I'm super busy. Work, driving, gym, games, animes :X and speaking of work, I'll be working non stop till 17th Oct. ><~ The best part is, some of the days, I'll be in NTT. Damn.

This few months will not be smooth sailing, I just pray for a smoother year next year. But with my body conditions, I think I will expect more than the unusual. I'm scare ><~

Finally.. after the long wait :p

2009-09-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

Exactly 1 year ago, my ex bf broke up with me because of some blog entries that I've written. Been a year, half lazy half phobic about blogging. But to celebrate 1 year anniversary of my single hood, I decided to re-do my blog, a new one. :D

Don't worry, I long got over him, it's just coincidence that I decide to re-do my blog in September. *laughs* You know what's the thing that I'm worried about? haha. 3 min hotness. I think it will be the same, very long then update a post. Well, we shall see then. :p

How you think about my blog? Any improvements? lol. Well of course, it's not done by me, all I do is just edit some things. Well, you know, boomz, I'm a lazy person. Everyone knows that, boomz! :p

boomz: a famous phrase by Ris Low, Miss Singapore World 2009. As below:

A few remixes that other people made:

Yeah! Enjoy!